lol I just realized I've been following you on here for some time now already

bonjour, mon dude

tu pagina web es cool :)

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Lack of inspiration? Go watch some movies!! John Carpenter's my fave :D
Lack of skill? Don't be silly!

@wzeyctfvgtgfryc77 I use invidious to watch a few channels I like.

did you quite youtube (like dont even watch videos)

Seeing what you wrote, the part where you said "Even when I used youtube" caught my attention, why Youtube is a part of the result?, anyways, the lack of inspiration could be a hard thing to overcome, but using another problem sometimes is the way to fix it; by that I mean your "Lack of skill" (which I don't think you got). What is the thing that you think you're lacking of?, more often than not, it just a perspective problem.
(My original message was way longer than this, but I had to shorten)

write down every idea you have, then refine them at your leisure. the lazy man's way

@shingo Lack of inspiration and skill really.

difficult to make videos for lack of time, or inspiration? Me personally, I have a huge backlog of videos, but little time to execute them